Wednesday, 15 June 2011

I love you… even now

Today has possibly been the worst day, I could of ever had… well that I have ever had.

1 year and 2 months and the whole time Scott has been seeing other people. I even thought we would be able to sort it out but once I saw the full extent of it I didn’t think that I would be able to trust him. Plus right now I think we both need time apart because he can’t have been happy in the relationship for him to be seeing other people, and I really don’t think our relationship stood much chance if he couldn’t admit it.

Right now all I’m doing is sorting my life out because where there used to be a person who was such a big part of it, there is now a massive gap.

I wish I didn’t have to say goodbye to him, but for now… it’s what I’m going to have to do, one day in the future things may change, but I need to do what’s right for me and that means I need a break.

It was the hardest decision that I’ve had to make in a really long time, because I thought there was a lot of happy memories there but that must have only been me who thought that.

- OVER AND OUT -

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