Creative Day

Everything between me and Scott are going so well at the moment, he really does make me incredibly happy.

Today has been a really good day overall, I just feel happier about everything in general.

Got work tomorrow and I have to bike there and back, should be interesting…. But I’m looking forward to it, even if it can will be really busy!

I haven’t got a lot else to say really, all I’ve really been doing all day is planning, the book I’m going to write and I hope it will be the first thing that I can get published, I love writing and I hope that I can be successful doing it. I have also been writing some rap lyrics and starting to produce the song. So I have a bit of a creative day today. Oh yeah, I was looking at doing the race for life but I’m not sure that if I will or not, if I am going to I’ll have a month to get sponsors and train for it… but I’m really not sure about doing it…

anyways, bed time soon as I have work tomorrow!

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Up and Down

Today has been and up and down day, one minute things are good and and I’m in a good, happy mood the next things are bad and I’m sad and upset.

Me and Scott have been a bit up and down but now everything is good again! and hopefully it stays that way. I LOVE YOU SCOTT!!

Not a lot has happened today really, I’ve just had a bit of a chilled out day as I’m working tomorrow., unusually I’m not looking forward to it, I think that is because I’m so tired at the moment. Plus it will probably be busy as its half term, not fun….

Well there isn’t a lot else to say…

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Plenty to do today

Today has been quite a busy day.

First thing this morning I spoke to Scott on skype, we had a really good chat so it was a nice way to start the morning off!

Then I had to bike to work which is 3.3 miles from my house it only took me 30 minutes to get there though which was a lot faster than I thought it would take me, it meant that I arrived an hour early for work! I had issues with my bike lock as it didn’t even work… It wasn’t too bad arriving to work early as Bethany arrived about 15 minutes after I did so I wasn’t on my own for long, we had a nice little chat and then went into work on time, checked the rota and waited for everyone to arrive.

We all walked down to the play barn apart from Rosie and Scott as they were working in the shop, as soon as we got in the door at the play barn Bethany got a phone call from May saying that I needed to go down to the shop, so I walked all the way back again.

Once I got in the shop I had full till training on the new till, there was a few people arriving to begin with but as we had bad weather it wasn’t that busy. As there wasn’t many people to admit into the park me and Rosie ended up bagging animal feed to sell, we had quite a good chat while we were doing it too. Then May cam and asked if I could help clean the fish filter with her so we spent quite a while making sure that was totally clean and hosing it down, it was quite funny as May kept worrying about me getting my shoes wet. Then I got asked to catch a guinea pig which was quite easy, it got taken out to an event. When I came back into the shop Rosie was going home because she felt ill so then I spent a while selling tickets and various other items in the shop.

I got to have my lunch at 2pm and went outside with Megan and Bethany and ate my lunch while they had their fags, as their lunch finished before mine we went in early and I finished my lunch inside. When I finished my lunch break Bethany had come down from the play barn to help out in the shop. We spent a while filling up more bags of feed to sell as the shop was really quiet. I was then sent off to go do litter picking which took ages as people seem to find it really difficult to put their rubbish in the bins! Once I had done that I did various other little jobs in the shop, tiding up and things like that. Then May showed me how to clean the outside toilets round the park and the ball pit that took quite a while today and isn’t the best job to be given at work! When I had finished that I went back into the shop and helped Bethany to make some keyrings, then I got to go home!

My Dad came to pick me and my bike up so that I didn’t have to bike all the way home which was pretty nice. My phone started playing up so since about 6.15 I haven’t been receiving texts properly, I think I may have sorted it now but I don’t know…

Scott has been to hospital again, he’s cracked his knee cap… I really hate it when he’s hurt himself coz it really worried me especially as when we’re so far apart I can’t do anything to help.

Been collecting some more software onto my laptop, I now have mac’s photobooth on my windows laptop and I also have sony vegas pro.

Not a lot else to say really, just watching Manchester United in the champions league final and then I’m going to bed because I’m really tired.

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Getting Geeky

I didn’t post anything yesterday as I was setting up my BRAND NEW laptop. I finally finished setting it up today, I now have everything on here that I want on it.

I love having my 18th birthday present early coz now it means I have all my recording software set up properly, and all of my beat making software. I’ve just got the huge task of putting all of my music on to disks now.

I have work tomorrow and I really don’t feel like going because I have to bike all the way there… and it’s going to take like an hour… doesn’t sound very fun!

Not a lot happened today other than me getting all geeky with my laptop!

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Day out with the grandparents

 

I haven’t posted anything recently as there hasn’t really been a lot going on.

Yesterday – Exam Day

At the moment I am on study leave which means I only have to go in for the exams.

Yesterday I had my business exam, at 9am, I really wasn’t awake enough to sit an exam. I don’t think I did as well as my last exam for business (I got an A)  but as long as I pass I will have the chance to re-sit it next year.

The exam was supposed to finish at half 10 but we started it late which meant me and Matt missed the 10.50 bus, we decided to walk down to Waitrose to buy some food, (I got a chicken and stuffing sandwich, I love them) then we walked all the way back to other bus stop to meet Sophie and Jonny (It was Jonny’s Birthday) and got the 11.50 bus with them.

Once I finally got home I watched neighbours and just chilled out all afternoon.

TODAY – Lunch in Scotsdales with my grandparents

Today, me and my Mum went out with my Nan and Granddad to Scotsdales and had lunch in the garden centre and had a look round. It was really nice to see them as I haven’t seen them for ages, because I’m usually at college or work whenever they come over to our house.

I saw an advert in the paper this morning for a sale on a laptop at Argos with a 6GB RAM which is really unusual, my parents have agreed to pay for it tomorrow and I’ll just pay them back £150 of it, as the rest will be for my 18th birthday present. I can’t wait to get it as then I’ll be able to start getting all the software that I want and not have to worry about effecting the pc for everyone else. Can’t wait for tomorrow!

Waterloo road tonight, I love that program.

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Sometimes Life Is Busy...

 

Friday Night – Work Outing (Lucky Star & Bowling)

Friday I ended up coming home from college early as I didn’t want to sit through endless optional revision sessions.

I spent the afternoon at Bethany’s having a catch up, we then went to the station to catch (and meet everyone else on) the train. Originally for our work evening out we were supposed to go to Nando’s but because we were going to have to wait 50 minutes for a table big enough to fit us all on (9 people; me, Bethany, Lucy, Megan, May, Scott, Josh, Lucy and Rosie) we decided to go to the Luck Star instead which is an all you can eat Chinese Buffet. We all ate loads of food and as Bethany put it – went into food comas. Lovely May paid for everyone’s food too! We then went bowling although Josh and Scott didn’t come as they were going to a party instead. Bowling was hilarious as May wanted to get us all drunk, plus we were all terrible at bowling. It was a really great evening generally as it was good fun and everyone was just really relaxed. We got a taxi home at about half 11, the taxi journey was really funny as we were all a little bit tipsy.

 

Saturday – Work

This morning was quite a struggle to get up due to the late night, BUT I did manage to get up and out of bed at 7:30 am which I thought was pretty impressive.

I started my day this morning talking to Scott on Skype, which was really nice way to start the day off. Especially now that everything is good between us again, we had a really good conversation and had a good laugh together too.

Today has felt like a really long day as it was really busy at work. I’m starting to feel more settled in the job because I’m becoming more familiar with everything. There are new tills though which are slightly more confusing than the old ones but I’m sure it won’t take too long to get used to them!

I’m starting to come down with a cold but I think that’s because of the lack of sleep I’ve had over the past week or so. I’m planning on having an early night so that I’m prepared for work tomorrow!

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I got a certificate

Today at college it seemed to be a complete waste of time.

First lesson, business, all we did was some revisions sheets that we had done before.

Second lesson was actually worth going in for I got my certificate for the health course I have been doing, plus i got my t-shirt. Plus our photo is going to be in the college magazine.

Third lesson, media, all we did was play singstar. Me, Shona and Becka best Joe and Saffy it was good fun, but really a waste of an hour and a half.

Last lessons was ICT and it was yet again really pointless. All we did was go through stuff we had done before.

I’m really tired now and just want to cuddle up in bed with Scott… I can’t wait to see him. I really miss him. I’m so glad that we have sorted everything out and that it’s all good between us again.

I’m going out tomorrow night with work, I’m going to my friend Bethany’s (who I haven’t seen since leaving secondary school) house, then we’re getting the train together, then meeting everyone at Nando’s and going bowling. Should be a really good night! I’m really looking forward to it. Although I’m working Saturday and Sunday so lack of sleep may kick in at some point.

Bout it really…

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I feel like I’m living in the fast lane and I want to slow down

 

Sometimes I feel like everything and everyone in my life are trying to make me move along and decide things faster than I want to. Everyone wants to make plans and decisions, sometimes I don’t want my life to be all mapped out I just want to see where it goes.

College just seems to be passing by so quickly and we are making so many decisions about our future that are going to effect the rest of our lives, I just wish I knew if I was making the right ones, or at least for it slow down a little so that I can think about the decisions I have to make a little more.

It’s like Scott has everything planned for us, already he wants us to be married and have a family, it’s like I’m 17. I want those things too but I’m not planning all of that yet I want to enjoy what is going on now not be planning my whole future out… I guess it’s just scary to think about all of that sometimes, I don’t know how to tell him that we’ve being moving quite fast in our relationship the last few months and I want it to slow down a little without hurting his feelings or hi feeling like I’m pushing him away. I know we’ve been together for a over a year but I feel kind of like my whole life is being decided for me, I don’t mean that in a bad way I just wish sometimes that we could slow down a little and just enjoy our relationship and what we have rather than deciding what is going to happen in the future…

I wish sometimes I could just take everyday as it comes but everyone seems to be wanting me to make some sort of plan or commitment to do with my future, I just wish it would all slow down a little.

I think all of this thinking about life is to do with all of my exams at the moment… but  I’ve been feeling weird and confused for a while about things but I’ve only just really realised what is going on in my head.

I want to take a step back from everything and take a look at everything in a different light so I can really see what is going on without someone pressuring me to make a decision about something.

I feel like I’m in the fast lane at the moment and I just wish someone would but the brakes on everything just for a day or so… just so I can think.

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1 out of 4

I managed to finish the massive list of entries I got assigned by my data entry boss people in my free today which I was quite chuffed about!

My business lesson at college was pretty boring today we got feedback on our mocks from our teacher individually which meant once your 2 minutes of advice was up you had to sit and revise. As usual in these kinds of circumstances I got side tracked and found plenty of other things to do other than the revision that was in front of me.

Lunch was a normal lunch really nothing exciting happened in particular.

I had half of my free as I had my Media exam today (the first of four exams). I don’t think I did very well in it to be honest as I didn’t understand half of the paper that was worth 50 marks, which could effect my grade quite considerably.

Me and Scott are slowly getting back to how we used to be/ should be , it really is a case of giving it all some time to sort itself out.

I’m really looking forward to Friday, going out with work and getting to see Bethany, it will be good to have a catch up. Then I’m working with her on Saturday as well. Plus I’m working Sunday… This week is turning into a pretty good week for earning money.

I decided to work on the last few parts of my little project so that I would be able to launch it, turns out where blogger was down the whole thing was put back to where it was 3 weeks ago or something stupid so I’ve spent most of this evening rebuilding it, the launch is now being put back by a few days while everything is being sorted out…

Today hasn’t been that interesting really.

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Exams, stress & more stress

 

Today has been surprisingly good although I’ve been tired all day which hasn’t been to great. Plus it was a full day at college without any frees, although I had a laugh with everyone which made it feel as though the day was passing really fast.

I have my media exam tomorrow, I’m starting to get really nervous for it I don’t feel prepared at all… BUT I have a free first thing tomorrow which means I can revise then.

I have reached just over 900 entries for my data entry job this month, I’m quite pleased with that considering I have really spent much time doing it.

Me and Scott still aren’t great but things are improving although I have just found out next summer he isn’t going to be around at all, add that to the fact we aren’t going to be able to speak/ see each other for 3 weeks this summer, its just…. We don’t get to spend the time together I would want us to anyways now we won’t get to spend the time we could actually be able to spend together. Its frustrating/ annoying/ upsetting…. I don’t know. But there things Scott wants to do so I can’t get in the way of that. Plus next summer is going to be really important for me because it’s the summer before I go off to uni so it would have been nice to have him around for that, but he’s got things he wants to do so…. These things happen, just can’t focus on them too much until they happen. Plus I was hoping that maybe we could have gone away together as I would be 18 by then but we can’t seeing as he won’t be around next summer and I didn’t want to tell Scott because I was hoping to surprise him bit late for all that now.

Not a lot else to say really, need to catch up on my sleep!

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Bit of a boring day…

There hasn’t really been much happening today, I was at work.

Work – well it wasn’t too busy, just busy enough so that we didn’t get too bored doing nothing, although we did get to come home an hour early as there wasn’t anything to do. I’ve been invited out on the work thing on Friday, a meal at Nandos and bowling, if I go it means I’ll get to see Bethany, she’s the one who got me the job. I’m working Saturday and Sunday next week, it could be pretty tiring. I didn’t manage to get any pictures of any of the animals because I only had a half hour lunch and I didn’t eat it outside, next time maybe…

I’ve entered the new pepsi competition a zillion times and haven’t won anything, by the time (if) I ever win I might as well of just saved the money and I would have £300.

Got college tomorrow, a full day, not really looking forward to it although I’ve only got this week left then I’m on study leave.

Me and Scott haven’t really spoken much the last few days. Things are okay between us, but they aren’t great/ how they used to be. I guess I’ve just got to give it time and see what happens. We didn’t really talk last night, then we ended up having an argument. We’ve not going to be able to talk properly tonight because it’s his Dads birthday on Tuesday and Scott’s family are having a party for him. In some ways it feels as though we aren’t as close as we used to be, I just wish we could have a ‘normal’ relationship without the distance because sometimes it really strains things and makes things seem a million times worse.

I had a great conversation with my ex Louis just talking about loads of stuff last night/ first thing this morning. Its nice to catch up with someone when you haven’t seen or spoken to them in a long time. I also had a really nice conversation with this guy called Joe who is in my ICT class, Joe is lovely and is always a laugh, he’s the one who cheers me up whenever me and Scott have an argument, plus he’s just a really great guy.

Bout it really…

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Sometimes thinking too much does damage

Today I have felt really weird in myself, like there is something missing in me and my life.

This morning we went shopping and got food because we literally don’t have any in our house, and I when I say we have no food, I mean we have no food. I managed to get myself some decent stuff too, this is why I have to go shopping or otherwise we end up with loads of healthy stuff – this would be a disaster.

I have spent 4 hours sat in the car this afternoon, it wasn’t fun. It was all in the aid of picking up some canvas roof for my Dad beloved series land rover.

Right now I feel like I don’t know what is going on with me and Scott, we are literally having problems everyday. I feel like I’m in the way all the time even today I asked if he would be on msn so we can talk and his reply felt like he didn’t even want to talk to me. I don’t know what I can do or what I should do anymore, one minute everything is okay the next he’s telling me I’m depressive and bitchy all the time. This isn’t how a relationship should be, I wish I could work out what to do… Maybe I’m thinking about everything too much but I had to write it down and get it out of my head because if I talk about it to anyone it becomes about them and how they feel and not about how I feel, so no one ever gets how I feel.

Enough thinking for the day.

I’m really looking forward to tomorrow and going to work.

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Me and My Dinosaur

The last 24 hours since I posted have been eventful to say the least. – But there again it is Friday 13th!

Me and Scott have been all over the place literally one minute everything has been fine the next its been really bad. But I think right now everything is pretty good between us! Last night I thought I was doing something nice to cheer him up by sending him the playlist of songs I made (songs that I associate with us) turns out he already had it so it wasn't as special as I thought and I felt like and idiot and though it wasn’t a good idea.

My phone has been playing up majorly today as well – it hasn’t been receiving text since last night…

Today at college I had two mocks, a politics one first thing – which I have more than definitely failed. I didn’t understand a single word of the paper. I then had a free with Milly, Hannah, George and Stuart, we didn’t do anything in particular we just sat around talking, but it was good because because normally I would have my Friday free on my own. Then I had my business mock, it went okay but I definitely need to put in some revision before the actually exam!

Andrew Lansley didn’t turn up for the little conference thing due to protecting the health and safety of the students and the staff at our college. Basically a load of protest groups were saying they were going to turn up and they thought it was all going to get violent so our principal cancelled it. Personally I thought I would have been pretty exciting….

My weekend is going to be unusually busy – tomorrow I’m going shopping with my Mum and Dad, I have to make sure they get the right food, then I have a whole load of things to do for my data entry job – but that means more money! Sunday I’m working at the Wildlife Park, on my lunch break I’ll try and get some pictures of some of the animals… Definitely going to make the most of Saturday though as it’s my only day off where I can do anything this week as I’ve had college all week now and I’ve got work on Sunday.

Not a lot else to say really… Oh yeah the title is because I changed my background/ layout due to the last one breaking, I have no idea why, but now I’ve got a new mascot for my blog my little dinosaur. I love it!

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The worst I’ve felt in ages

Last night I had the worst nights sleep I’ve had in ages due to the fact I spent most of it throwing up… it really wasn’t nice. Because of last night I didn’t go to college today as I had practically no sleep.

My little project is going really well, I’m really pleased with everything to do with it so far there is still a long way for it to go before I can launch it properly but its getting there.

I have had a really lazy day today because I’ve been so tired. Scott thought I’’ve been off with him but I haven’t I’ve just been really tired. He seems to be down all the time whenever I talk to him at the moment, I hope this isn’t a sign for they way things are going to become between us.

Not a lot else to say people.

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Have you ever felt like a couple of hours is in fact a lifetime?

Today at college it consisted of only two lessons but somehow they seemed to feel as though they lasted a lifetime. Media was all about exam prep and I still just can’t seem to take in any of the key terms for the exam, we’re having a mock tomorrow – I’m really not looking forward to. ICT consisted of us going over and over things that we have already done, it was pretty boring and I ended up just sitting their refreshing my facebook, probably not the best thing to be doing this close to the exam but my attention span lately has been really short…

Tomorrow I have a full day, no frees, 9am till 4.10 pm its going to be a long day but I hope it passes quickly so that I can get home to work on my project. I’m getting really into it and its really starting to come together, and in a strange way I’m kind of proud of it, I should be able to launch it soon.

I’m getting really excited to be going back to work on Sunday, I love the fact that I have actually finally got a job, plus I love working their as all the people are really nice.

Not a lot else going on really. – Me and Scott are really good at the moment which is a bonus.

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Short But Sweet

I’m really tired so I’m going to try and keep this post really short.

I’m really worried about Scott as his concussion hasn’t really gone from the weekend and I can’t do anything to help him, I wish there was more I could do but there isn’t. I feel basically useless.

Today has been a fairly busy day, had every single lesson but managed to clear a few things up. I collected the pink form I’ve been waiting for for a few days and filled it in, just need to hand it in tomorrow, I’m applying to be a student mentor.

Life is just really crazy at the moment and I’m starting my own little project which has plenty of ways for it to expand but I’ll tell you all more about that some other time.

I just feel absolutely shattered, at college all day tomorrow but I have two frees so it’s not all bad.

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intended for yesterday (9th May 2011)

‘One of those days’

“Just when I felt like giving up on us You turned around and gave me one last touch That made everything feel better And even then my eyes got wetter So confused wanna ask you if you love me But I don't wanna seem so weak Maybe I’ve been California dreaming”

I love this song ever since I heard it on her album, the video just makes it even better.

Today has felt like a weird day.

I’ve felt really weird and so confused about loads of stuff in my life. I don’t know why. I’ve just been questioning everything and if I’m making the right decisions, I guess it’s because I’m coming up to that point where the decisions I make now will seriously affect the rest of my life.

Scott sent me a text that was meant for one of his friends, but I started getting annoyed at the fact he had put more kisses at the end to her than he does to me sometimes. Pathetic, I know. When he asked me what was wrong I didn’t tell him because I was being stupid but he hasn’t left it all day.

I’ve started major work on my little project, I’m still keeping it all under wraps until it’s finished and then I’ll explain everything to you.

College today has seemed really boring, Koshie has chicken pox that’s about the most interesting thing that has happened at college.

Business we were just doing revision stuff and it seems like I’m on track but you can never be sure, one day you think you’re doing really well the next day it turns out your not. Politics really dragged today I guess it didn’t really help that the classroom was boiling and it was starting to make me feel ill, although I did surprise myself and I was able to answer some of the questions and normally I don’t even bother participating because I don’t know the answers or don’t understand.

I didn’t have to wait around for the bus as my Dad finished work late so he came to pick me up which was pretty good.

Not a lot else going on really

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A day By The Sea

I woke up really early this morning purely down to the fact that I just couldn’t sleep and hadn’t been able to all night. So I spent  a while just sorting out my e-mails and stuff.

Once everyone else in my family got up I got ready and then me, my mum and my dad went to Cromer. Cromer is a beach on the Norfolk coast. This was because my dad has to pick up some stuff he had won on ebay. We carried on driving from the persons house so that we were actually on the coast and then got some fish and chips, once we finished lunch we headed back home.

Right now I’m facing a pile of college coursework and two really long lists of data entry to do.

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Eventful but really good day

I was confronted with one of these today, it was a really exciting moment. I’ll come back to this in a bit though.

I woke up at 5.30am this morning because my phone was going crazy, Scott was in Hospital. I had no Idea why, turns out he fell down some concrete stairs and split his head open. Needless to say I was really worried. But he’s okay now.

I had my trial today, I was really nervous. (kind of like that picture). Anyways I arrived slightly early and the people who greeted me were really nice, plus this girl called Rachel who I used to play football with had a trial too so we had a little bit of a catch up. I spent the morning in the ticket place selling the tickets, programs/ park guides, animal food, stuff like that and learning how to use the till, this is when I encountered my first £50 note, it was pretty exciting! Then I had lunch, which was just a boring packed lunch. Then I went into the play barn where the big cafe is, I spent all afternoon there doing random things like washing up, cleaning tables, serving food, taking orders that kind of things. The day went really quickly, I got paid £25 and got asked to go back on Sunday, and I can't wait to go, looks like my uni savings are on the up!

Today was a good day.

Tomorrow I’m going to Cromer because my Dad won some stuff on ebay that he needs to pick up from there. I like that place I have a lot of memories there.

Me and Scott are good now, really good. Which was a bonus to the day.

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Major Nerves

I’m really bricking it for today. I just really want to make a good impression. Start at 10am finish at 6pm, if I get the job I start next week, I really need this job!

Found out Scott was taken to hospital last night, I’m really worried about him, because I don’t know what is happening… Although I’m kind of p***** off that he told me he hated this girl called Jazz and that he doesn’t spend any time with her and yet he’s going to the cinema with her, god knows what that’s about (I don’t have a problem with being friends I just don’t like being lied to), plus I try sorting us out last night and he made it all about him again, sometimes I wonder if he thinks I have any feelings too. I really don’t know what is going to happen to us right now, it seems like everything always end up being my fault at the moment and I always end up being the bad person.

Sorry people, needed to vent…

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Perfect Two

I don’t think Scott remembered but today we have been together for 13 months, quite a long time really. Although today has been kind of ruined by the fact that last night we were arguing and now today things have been weird between us. At the moment we’re not even talking, so things really aren’t that great between us and if I’m honest I don’t really know what to do about it.

I spoke to my ex Louis today/ last night and we had a bit of a catch up since we’ve split up we’ve become really good mates. He’s now got himself a new girlfriend and I’m really pleased for him because he’s been through a lot lately and she seems like a really nice girl, so I hope it all works out for him.

College today has felt really long, most probably because I’ve been in a really bad mood all day and I didn’t sleep last night. I had politics and business today. My politics teacher wasn’t in so we had our old teacher and I ended up doing nothing for the whole lesson, probably not the best plan but I really couldn’t be bothered. I had a free second lesson so I just chilled out with loads of people having a laugh, then I had business which unusually seemed to last forever. Then I got to go home, after a little detour to Waitrose.

Right now I’m preparing for this trial I’ve got tomorrow, wish me luck guys… I really don’t know what to expect since I haven’t been able to get very far with many job applications so right now I’m not getting my hopes up too much.

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It’s been a long day so there is a long post

Well, what did the day have in store for me today?

Firstly I had a fire drill at college just before our first lesson was due to start. It was pretty cold but Lizzie was happy because she was in first thing but was free till 1.05pm and she was going to be on her own for about 4 hours while everyone was in their lessons., so for her the fire drill meant she had about 5 minutes longer with me and Abbey than she would otherwise of had.

Then I had business, I love my business lessons, they are always really interesting but they always seem to pass really fast which is really annoying. I really can’t wait until I am able to hopefully continue studying it at university. I don’t know why but I just love the subject.

My second lesson is actually scheduled as a free on Thursdays but for the last few weeks I have been taking part in this health workshop which means I will become a ‘health champion’. Basically I’ve been taking sexual awareness workshops, alcohol awareness workshops, drug awareness workshops, and internet safety workshops. In two weeks time we will become qualified to give other people our advice on how to stay safe and answer their questions about those topics, plus we get a t-shirt so people can identify who we are. Plus it’s something to add to my personal statement and my CV.

Lunch was pretty funny me and Lizzie were fairly hyper and just spent most of it messing around quite a lot, it was pretty funny… those moments where you had to be there.

Media seemed to drag quite a bit today which is quite unusual, normal it goes really fast. I don’t know why, I guess it maybe because I wasn’t really enjoying what we were doing in class.

ICT was so funny, I’ve finished all of my coursework so I spent the time helping other people finish theirs, well mainly Sam. He only had half of it done but we managed to get it so he was completely finished by the end of the lesson which was pretty good. Me, him and Jess had a pretty good laugh looking at some of the jobs on gumtree.com some of the stuff we found was pretty unusual to say the least, but there again so was some of our conversations that we were having. Matt’s story about his finger and how he hurt it had me and Kirsty in stiches for about 5/ 10 minutes it was so funny, he just couldn’t stop laughing, it was just his face and all his gestures while he was explaining it.

Since I’ve got home I’ve had a really nice long relaxing bath and settled down to do some of my college work that I have been putting off for a while, watched Kerry Katona the next chapter and gossip girl, I love those two shows!

I have my trial on Saturday and I’m bricking it, but I’m also really looking forward to it. If I get this job it would mean so much to me because it would show that someone really does believe in me, plus it will mean I have a bit of money coming in that I can save for university and preparing for it.

It’s a shame I won’t be able to talk to Scott tomorrow night (he’s going out with his mates) I’m probably going to get really nervous tomorrow and it would have been good to have him to talk to to stop me thinking about all the bad things that could potentially happen.

I have  a short day at college tomorrow, I love Fridays! Plus that does mean I have time to prepare for Saturday. I’m bricking it…

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Brand New Blog

Some of you may have come a long from my old blog and some of you may be brand new people who have decided to join me and my random goings on.

Today has been a pretty short day at college, I’ve only had two lessons media and ICT. Media was a pretty chilled out lesson but ICT was quite full on with a mock test. I don’t think I did all that well in probably down to the fact I forgot all about it and didn’t revise…

I don’t have any data entry work to do which means I’m not going to earn any money today. But I have been doing it in my spare time the last two days so it’s nice to have a break. I’ve also got my trial on Saturday at Shepreth Wildlife Park which my friend Bethany managed to get for me, hopefully I make a good impression and get the job.

I’ve been looking at volunteering opportunities but there isn’t anything around here, which is really annoying as I wanted to really do something where I was helping someone else.

Anyways that’s it about me for now

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