Today I have felt really weird in myself, like there is something missing in me and my life.
This morning we went shopping and got food because we literally don’t have any in our house, and I when I say we have no food, I mean we have no food. I managed to get myself some decent stuff too, this is why I have to go shopping or otherwise we end up with loads of healthy stuff – this would be a disaster.
I have spent 4 hours sat in the car this afternoon, it wasn’t fun. It was all in the aid of picking up some canvas roof for my Dad beloved series land rover.
Right now I feel like I don’t know what is going on with me and Scott, we are literally having problems everyday. I feel like I’m in the way all the time even today I asked if he would be on msn so we can talk and his reply felt like he didn’t even want to talk to me. I don’t know what I can do or what I should do anymore, one minute everything is okay the next he’s telling me I’m depressive and bitchy all the time. This isn’t how a relationship should be, I wish I could work out what to do… Maybe I’m thinking about everything too much but I had to write it down and get it out of my head because if I talk about it to anyone it becomes about them and how they feel and not about how I feel, so no one ever gets how I feel.
Enough thinking for the day.
I’m really looking forward to tomorrow and going to work.
- OVER AND OUT -
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