The past few days have really shown me how much Scott means to me and how much I always hope to have him in my life. It’s just all those little things he’s done or said that have shown me how good are relationship is, and what’s been even better, we haven’t been arguing as much – well at all really and it’s really made the world of difference to us! The last 15 months and a bit have been truly amazing and I know we have a long future together because somehow we always get through whatever is thrown our way, but we don’t do it separately we do it together which I think is really important with the distance between us. I know he’s finding it tough with his sister moving out at the moment, and it’s really tough when he’s on the phone in tears because of everything especially as I can’t physically be there for him and give him a hug – but we can talk things through and work out how to cope with different things. It is good to know I have someone I can open up to without being judged. It’s even better sometimes that he knows how I’m feeling without me saying anything – it’s nice to not have to explain how I feel sometimes and to just talk things through without having to go over the problem. I love how he’ll do crazy things on skype just to see me smile. He's and incredible guy, and I’m incredibly lucky to call him mine.
Summer has started, and I have no plans other than seeing Scott after he comes back from Nepal and probably working quite a bit of it. It would have been nice to have some plans with some of my mates but in a way I’m glad I haven’t so I can spend some time with my family and working on the things I never get round to. Plus I will have a lot of time to work on my writing which always seems to get pushed back as last priority.
I’m trying to come up for ideas on what to get Scott for his birthday as I want to give him his present rather than send it to him and seeing as I’ll see him the week before his birthday I can, I just don’t know what to get him… I want it to be something different and that he won’t expect, but something personal too.
Not a lot else going on…
- OVER AND OUT-
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