I’ve never felt as bad as I have last night/ today. I didn’t get in from this Rock on the Rec thing until late last night so I pretty much went straight to bed as I was meant to have work today but I didn’t sleep at all due to having a really bad back that hurt so much I threw up (pretty nasty I know). I ended up having to phone into work ill due to the fact I had no sleep, my back hurt so much and the other fact of throwing up. My back hasn’t really improved all day, the muscles are all messed up and tight.
Today was one of those days I really wish I could have just been able to cuddle up with Scott and watch DVDs all day, but we can’t because of this stupid distance between us. I’m really dreading the 3 weeks when Scott is away I really am because we won’t be able to talk and it’s going to tear me apart. But then I think of what he is going out there to do and I’m reminded of what an amazing guy he is and how much he thinks of other people. I just wish it wasn’t for so long but I will be seeing him pretty much as soon as he gets back so I’m concentrating on that and the fact it is only 3 weeks and not longer! I just wish we didn’t have this distance between us sometimes.
I keep thinking about wanting to start a business but I haven’t got any ideas on what I want to do…
- OVER AND OUT -
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