I really don’t know why but I’m on a bit of a downer at the moment, my mood seems to have hit rock bottom again. I really wish Scott didn’t have to go home yesterday, I wish he was still here to give me one of his cuddles. I really miss him, I hate the fact we can’t spend whenever we want together I really do. I have no idea what I’m going to do when he goes to Nepal I spend all my spare time talking to him, I’m going to feel so lost. Two and a half weeks until he goes, it really is going to feel weird to not be able to talk on top of not being able to see each other… 3 whole weeks.
I just wish he was here again…
I’m not able to talk to him tonight either because he's playing football.
I’m properly getting into my poetry stuff now and getting it out there so just need to wait and see what happens really.
My group in my business studies class won the first heat of the competition so we’re through to the next round, pretty cool.
I’m so tired at the moment its insane.
I just want college to be over, but then when it is Scott will be even closer to going away…
Me and Scott are meant to be going on our first holiday together this year when he gets back from Nepal, I’m really looking forward to it, just need to work out when I need to book off work and for it all to be booked. Should be good to spend time together away, and will be quite special too seeing as it will be our first holiday together! Just need to work loads of hours at work and save for the train tickets and for the holiday now! I’m super excited, it’s good to have something like this to look forward to when we’re so far apart.
It’s kind of ended up as a bit of a mashed up post with a bit of everything…
- OVER AND OUT -
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