Thursday, 7 July 2011

What is the point#

Sometimes I really feel like I can’t do anything right.

My family are constantly telling me that I’m never going to come to anything. At college it feels like I have no real mates, they’re always organising things between themselves and I never get included, no one really tries to talk to me. To top it all off it feels like I’m doing the wrong things by Scott all the time too.

I don’t see the point in finishing college or going to university as no one really thinks I will do well at either of them, my parents keep telling me there is no point in me doing either.

I really have had enough of it all.

I just wish I could do the right thing sometimes and that people would believe in me, but they don’t, they don’t think I will come to anything.

My team in the business studies competition at college are in the grand final tomorrow, I haven’t really bothered telling anyone because I don’t really think anyone cares to be honest. Just like me. I don’t know if I’ll bother going though, I don’t really see the point.

Can’t wait for college to be over for this year and to be working full time at work over the summer that way I can earn some money and then get away from everything at the end of it. Need to work out when I need to take time off at the end of August.

- OVER AND OUT -

1 comment:

  1. I think you should do the best you can anyways. You should prove them wrong :) Believe in yourself.

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